Coming soon

Ok, I went today and my follicle was a 17.5mm. My LH surge is starting to show so any day now is the big one! Well, not THE big day that is reserved for the POSITIVE pregnancy test, which will happen this time. I can feel it. It is different than all the other cycles. And so what if it is only in my head. Your mind controls your body in more ways than one. Take when someone is taking a placebo pill for something medical. IF they take the pill and really believe it is working even though there is no medication in it then so what. The mind IS working and it is producing the outcome right? The mind is a powerful thing!!!
My poem that is listed below was submitted to poetry.com and they LOVED it they want to publish it and I am entered to win 10,000 dollars if it wins. They probably say that to everyone but so what. It is still pretty cool!
I am also going to write a book about emotional distress of infertility. I started working on it a couple of weeks before our pc went down, but now that we have it back, I will pick up where I left off.
Thank you for reading my blog. It means you care and I appreciate it. I decided to start this bog because I know I couldnt' continue on the way I was. That is all I ever talked about and it is a BIG part of my life right now. If you were getting married or going on a cruise you would talk about it all the time. That is what this infertility saga has been for me. I know it has been 2 years and it gets old, but it is important to me. My feelings are legitimate to have. I love all of you reading this and god bless!