Today is THE day

Today is the pregnancy test. I feel so many different things. Last night I couldn't sleep like when I was 8 and waiting for the next morning to see what Santa brought me. Now I feel like oh my gosh in 3 hours I am going to take my Veterinary Technician final test to get my certification. AAAAAHHHHHH!
I am trying to think good thoughts but I don't want to get my hopes up too high...............................................WAIT!
Scratch that, I am excited and joyed and jovial and happy and jumping up and down. Why can't I be? That is it you know. I heard a church service yesterday on TV that said you can not let others take your joy. You can be responsible TO them but NOT for them! Live each day like its your last. Find joy and happiness in everything you do because that is what makes God happy. That is how you serve and love him. He made tooo many beautiful things in life to have us think negative about traffic, people, jobs and chores. We should be grateful we have jobs and roofs over our heads, that we have 2 feet to stand on and walk. That we can afford cars and things in life. That people are people and you can not change them.
Ok, that is my preaching. But it hit me right in the soft spot of my heart yesterday when I heard that. So i am sharing it with you.
I will let you know on Thursday or Friday what the results are. Remember we have to tell family first and take another one just to be certain if it is positive. So we just need a couple of days to do what we gotta do.
Thanks for all the prayers and well wishes and baby dust. We pray for you too! That your life is filled with all the things you have and you should be grateful.