It was negative......of course

Well, it was negative. I am NOT pregnant. But that is life right? Never works out like you want it to. Can't have everything you want. So life goes on and I don't want to think about it for a while till I can talk about it without crying. I will be able to soon. I will try to go the nutrionalist and see what results that brings. It can take 4 months to 1 year. And I will be healthier regardless. So it won't hurt. I 'll keep you posted.

Today is THE day

Today is the pregnancy test. I feel so many different things. Last night I couldn't sleep like when I was 8 and waiting for the next morning to see what Santa brought me. Now I feel like oh my gosh in 3 hours I am going to take my Veterinary Technician final test to get my certification. AAAAAHHHHHH!
I am trying to think good thoughts but I don't want to get my hopes up too high...............................................WAIT!
Scratch that, I am excited and joyed and jovial and happy and jumping up and down. Why can't I be? That is it you know. I heard a church service yesterday on TV that said you can not let others take your joy. You can be responsible TO them but NOT for them! Live each day like its your last. Find joy and happiness in everything you do because that is what makes God happy. That is how you serve and love him. He made tooo many beautiful things in life to have us think negative about traffic, people, jobs and chores. We should be grateful we have jobs and roofs over our heads, that we have 2 feet to stand on and walk. That we can afford cars and things in life. That people are people and you can not change them.
Ok, that is my preaching. But it hit me right in the soft spot of my heart yesterday when I heard that. So i am sharing it with you.
I will let you know on Thursday or Friday what the results are. Remember we have to tell family first and take another one just to be certain if it is positive. So we just need a couple of days to do what we gotta do.
Thanks for all the prayers and well wishes and baby dust. We pray for you too! That your life is filled with all the things you have and you should be grateful.

Please give what you can for the victims of Katrina

The Red Cross needs money. They do. Maybe your employer can do like mine and match dollar for dollar.
But they also need supplies.
Please contact the Red Cross in your area 1-800-435-7669 or redcross.org
Also the salvation army in your area 1-800-425-2769 or salvationarmyusa.org
The supplies they need are:
Pedialyte
Toiletries
Boxed, non perishable food
Canned food
Liqiud, canned baby formula
Flashlights
Batteries
Diapers
Radios
Blankets
Toothbrushes/paste
Water
Please look around your house for what you can spare. If you don't have much monetary value to give, see what supplies you have to give.
Thank you and God bless.
Pray for the victims, they need all we can give.

We will tell in "Due" Time

HaHaHa,
Well, the follicle got bigger, the progesterone went up. Then it went down, but not that much and they said it can fluctuate. Basically that is normal. I got the bloodwork done later in the day so she said that might have some to do with it.
Now we just wait for the pregnancy test. It is this week but we want to tell family first then friends. Believe me, I want to just shout it out the window while driving. I want to buy a billboard and put it on their too!
But I must be patient, if I have learned anything it is to be patient. Now, I didn't say I was good at it but I am learning. A dear and close friend told me to take a home pregnancy test and I am tempted but part of learning patience is waiting for my appointment.
But I will let you know as soon as I can.